I just... [He swallows, shuts his eyes for longer than a blink.] I just don't know what to say about any of this.
[He also doesn't know what to do or what to think, or how he ought to feel. Scratching the surface alone is enough to make him dizzy with unprocessed grief, and a whole complicated mess of frustration and distress.]
no subject
(Brother.)
Not now. Please.]
I just... [He swallows, shuts his eyes for longer than a blink.] I just don't know what to say about any of this.
[He also doesn't know what to do or what to think, or how he ought to feel. Scratching the surface alone is enough to make him dizzy with unprocessed grief, and a whole complicated mess of frustration and distress.]