I do, which is why I'm half-tempted to ask you if you're sure about this.
[That comes out a little helpless, and maybe a few steps away from really vulnerable. It's not that he doesn't have faith in you, or in the fact that you love him. It's just hard to break that old habit of believing that it's really okay for somebody to love him and want him in their life the way that you seem to. The past year was a bit of a nasty reminder of just how terribly he could fuck things up.
That is how he views it anyway. Being back in the karmic cycle doesn't automatically make somebody so perfectly certain of one's place in the world, much less with the people they'd give up everything for.]
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[That comes out a little helpless, and maybe a few steps away from really vulnerable. It's not that he doesn't have faith in you, or in the fact that you love him. It's just hard to break that old habit of believing that it's really okay for somebody to love him and want him in their life the way that you seem to. The past year was a bit of a nasty reminder of just how terribly he could fuck things up.
That is how he views it anyway. Being back in the karmic cycle doesn't automatically make somebody so perfectly certain of one's place in the world, much less with the people they'd give up everything for.]