I... how to say. Well. I don't know how many Hunters had to die on my account. Several of them, I killed myself. "I didn't know any better" [She actually puts airquotes around that; she learned this from her sister-in-law] sounds like such a hollow excuse, though? I want to live, but I want to atone. My dying serves no one. Maybe I can serve a better purpose.

[She's aware that she just babbled, but she couldn't stop. Ever since she was brought back to the land of the living, she's felt like an outsider with a burden. Give her a chance to tell you of those burdens and she could talk your ear off, all day.]