It's...complicated, I guess? On the one hand, I like challenges and this is perhaps the most challenging thing someone has ever proposed to me...and I do want to do good, not just as thanks for, you know, having me here, but because I've never really felt like I am doing anything significant for others.
[ She takes a little breath. ]
On the other hand...I guess I'm kinda hoping to find a more personal reason for being here and being a Keeper of the Vigil once I'm inside. Some sort of 'the trip is as important as the destination" thing, I guess.
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[ Oh no It's Happening Again. ]
It's...complicated, I guess? On the one hand, I like challenges and this is perhaps the most challenging thing someone has ever proposed to me...and I do want to do good, not just as thanks for, you know, having me here, but because I've never really felt like I am doing anything significant for others.
[ She takes a little breath. ]
On the other hand...I guess I'm kinda hoping to find a more personal reason for being here and being a Keeper of the Vigil once I'm inside. Some sort of 'the trip is as important as the destination" thing, I guess.
[ And she lets out a large breath. Words. ]